Loose Contacts Lyrics

Another message in a van Saying that I’m wishing you all the best I can’t be there, maybe next year Hoping by the time you’ll forget I don’t even think about excuses no more I’m taking one for the team Like we’ve all done before How many times until you regard me As the one that's late to the party? It is hard to justify missing out on your grandmother's 80th birthday. Sorry that I spent my time Chasing ghosts I’m never gonna find All these loose contacts Seem to be the heaviest. I think I'm the asshole in this game Forgot you while I pleased everyone else All these loose contacts Choke me like a noose around my neck Everybody knows the feeling When the dopamine is kicking How much pace am I allowed to waste To still gather momentum? My friends forget to dream these days And I still follow a phantom Everyone around me is heavy at heart But striking roots without making intentions to start How many times until you regard me As the one that's late to the party? It is hard to justify missing out on your grandmother's 80th birthday. Sorry that I spent my time Chasing ghosts I’m never gonna find All these loose contacts Seem to be the heaviest. I think I'm the asshole in this game Forgot you while I pleased everyone else All these loose contacts Choke me like a noose around my neck Everybody knows the feeling When the dopamine is kicking Another message in a van Saying that I’m wishing you all the best I can’t be there, maybe next year Hoping by the time you’ll forget All these loose contacts Seem to be the heaviest. I think I'm the asshole in this game Forgot you while I pleased everyone else All these loose contacts Choke me like a noose around my neck Everybody knows the feeling When the dopamine is kicking