see me Lyrics

I’ve never been confident Never wanted to take my shirt off Infront of girls And its probably something that I have learnt need to come to terms and be honest with but I’m too scared of what people might say I’m afraid of everyone judging me once they observe what I preserve and stop loving me cos that shit hurts I did it first And its cutting me Deeper than a knife ever could I’m no good Give me strength I’ve cried too many times Here in the quiet In my bed I hate myself but I do it in private I’m so scared I just can’t have you anywhere near me cos what if you see me the way that I see me I think I owe an apology to the kid I was when I was young Cos, I promised him that ill figure all this out by the time that he’d gotten here but that was a lie and I am still ashamed cos I’m to blame ooh the war that I’m fighting is fought by a person I can’t see ooh and I’m lately I’m hiding all cos of me Give me strength I’ve cried too many times Here in the quiet In my bed I hate myself but I do it in private I’m so scared I just can’t have you anywhere near me cos what if you see me the way that I see me lost my head I’m not too proud of the way that I’m hiding eyes are red been months since I caught myself smiling I’m so scared I just can’t have you anywhere near me cos what if you see me the way that I see me Give me strength I’ve cried too many times Here in the quiet In my bed I hate myself but I do it in private I’m so scared I just can’t have you anywhere near me cos what if you see me the way that I see me