Down in It (demo) Lyrics

Kinda like a cloud I was up, way up in the sky and I was feeling some feelings you wouldn't believe Sometimes I don't believe them myself and I decided I was never coming down Just then a tiny little dot caught my eye it was just about too small to see But I watched it way too long and it was pulling me down I was up above it I was up above it Now I'm down in it I was up above it I was up above it Now I'm down in it Shut up so what what does it matter now I was swimming in the haze now I crawl on the ground And everything I never liked about you is kind of seeping into me Try to laugh about it now but isn't it funny how everything works out I guess the jokes on me she said I was up above it I was up above it Now I'm down in it I was up above it I was up above it Now I'm down in it I used to be so big and strong I used to know my right from wrong I used to never be afraid I used to be somebody I used to have something inside Now just this hole that's open wide I used to want it all I used to be somebody I'll cross my heart, I'll hope to die, but the needle's already in my eye And all the world's weight is on my back and I don't even know why What I used to think was me is just a fading memory I looked him right in the eye and said goodbye I was up above it I was up above it Now I'm down in it I was up above it I was up above it Now I'm down in it