Panic Disordinary Lyrics

Woke up pointless in a directionless world A slow rise to the feet, a sleep undeserved Returned and tossed guilty, unlearned and lost guilty / unnerved to serve you the worst of me Unfiltered thoughts compulsively processed openly A badge of embarrassment sewn to a sleeve An open book without context for you to read Attention seeking must see TV, unhinged and cringe to keep the focus on me Programmed to self-destruct, to make you all leave The ruined becomes the ruiner, al roads lead to a reckoning The ruined becomes the ruiner, misguided and abused body returning The ruined becomes the ruiner the hell you've swallowed gets borrowed unknowingly The ruined becomes the ruiner, the ruined becomes the ruiner Crossed myself out a few times Serve and deserve my life to apologize Woke up broken in an unforgiving world A slow rise to the feet, a sleep undeserved Returned and tossed, guilty, unlearned and lost, guilty Letters of concern are burned or gone unread Routine return to sender's address Understanding myself is a lot to unpack, the arduousness has been limitless An intimidating invest in stupidity and recklessness Raised to have an uncompromising bond with distress and self-sabotage Programmed to self destruct To make you all leave Oh, I fucking love self-sabotage The ruined becomes the ruiner, all roads lead to a reckoning The ruined becomes the ruiner, misguided and abused body returning The ruined becomes the ruiner, the hell you've swallowed gets borrowed unknowingly The ruined becomes the ruiner Oh, the ruined becomes the ruiner One last wish to have read the letters Remove the pain caused by these hands (one last wish) Remove the damage caused to this body (one last wish) To feel less guilty, guilty, guilty. The bond is broken between you and I.