The Hardest Part Lyrics

So many years you taught me Learning from blackened eyes That couldn′t guide me Because you wouldn't even see I just couldn′t believe You were waiting there for me Say thanks to the retribution I will never wander the same I'm just wasting All I am is fading This was all that I dreamed of But you know I waited for you I should've tried Harder to make the voices heard Surrender the suffering I learned Vultures circle around me Waiting for the wreckage Oh God, I tried But it grew deeper Sinking further Look how many ways I blamed me For this murder I know I′m sorry But I cannot find a way I know I will repent For the choices I′ve made I've suffered long enough And I don′t recognize The person staring back at me Right into my eyes It's time now This was all that I dreamed of But you know I waited for you I should′ve tried Harder to make the voices heard Surrender the suffering I learned Vultures circle around me Waiting for the wreckage How many Years do I Torment myself I'm suffering inside I didn′t mean to do this alone But you should've known It's my heart left bleeding Fuck This was all that I dreamed of But you know I waited for you I should′ve tried Harder to make the voices heard Surrender the suffering I learned Vultures circle around me Waiting for the wreckage Waiting for the wreckage